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I'm just here to see my friends. I miss you guys. I want to be a bit more in the loop. Some of you are so far away (fucking CANADA!@*&^&%$$@!!!!!). I'll try to post important stuff, new job, new apartment etc. I'm a slow typist so don't expect too much. If you know me, add me as your friend. The anonymous names used here means that I can't find you. If I post anything about being hurt by Jerry, or thrown into a wall by him, don't offer to kick his ass or have him arrested for me, he's an 8 yr old horse, a tall gorgeous and kinda hyper ex-racehorse. Snoogans is the cat, mildly annoying but mostly cute. His annoying habit is to walk on my face at 4 am. he's only 10 lbs or so. Dom is the boyfriend, you all know him. He's usually sweet and wonderful and sometimes absoluteley pisses me off, but that's rare and usually (and this is the truly annoying part)a misunderstanding. Sometimes he just needs space.
I bitch about my mom still, a great deal, I'm entitled. I spent a year working so hard to save her life, I was a full time nurse. She's refused every help we've (my dad and I) offered. She finally refused to let us check her blood sugar at all. Doing so was a battle that made me cry every time, so she won, we seldom checked it. I found her with a blood sugar of 47, she had a stroke in my arms and her entire personality is gone, she is gone, she's blind and visciously mean. There is nothing of the woman who was my best friend, my counselor, my role model left. She hangs up on me when I call and insults my dad and I. I keep expecting her to be there. (Soooo, I guess I do need a Live Journal.....). I'm realizing that she's basically dead.
On, the plus side school is going ok. The search for a summer job is going fine. Weather in Davis is ideal right now, and soon I'll be able to figure out how to read your live journal posts.

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